I don't know if i made it in time, but i want you to know that it's going to be okay. I get you, you got that feeling that the universe is against you. But try to look at the bright side. There is room for you to learn from your mistakes, room to improve, and room to show them all wrong. So whenever you're having this feeling again, think of this. I hope it will help you, as much as it helped me. Also, take some deep breaths, go outside, take a walk. It's going to be okay. I promise :)