Hey guys, just here to say I'm not dead. Its just that my internet hasn't been working proper for WEEKS now. So my device just keeps crashing I manage to get a few minutes on. But at the same, I'm still super busy. Also click/space for next costumr
I also managed to make an art improvement, NgL I'm kinda proud :') ((PS. its like super messy because I was super lazy. Also life is //OK// but I think the hopes for a relationship with my dad is technically gone. I tried today but he seemed disinterested and sad, because things have been like super bad between us. And he gave up on our relationship a long time ago. It really hurts, but I guess that's just the way life is sometimes.. Anyways thank you all so much for support. There's nothing really more I can do about it. But the support really helps and I love y'all so much. Thanks <3 and I've also been praying a lot and not once has god responded to me. But I just know he's there and it gives me comfort and he's really helped me through it, yeah I know the broken relationship between me and my dad is a lot more hurtful then what it sounds. It hurt, but at the same time I'm numb to it. And I don't know why, I guess after everything its just another thing to go through.. But anyways, I don't think a break from scratch would help me, I'm afraid it would make me worse, because this is literally the //only// place I can get support and help from at all. Because my mom won't listen to me. And I've tried to tell her //I need help// but she never did anything and that hurts to. I just feel like I'm not being heard, so I mostly just stopped trying.. Except for small vents online and I can't keep it in forever.. I'll probably say more on another project,but until then. Goodbye. Also please follow my brother: @hypervoid456
