hey guys. it's me. you can tell from the title, well i'm sort of quitting scratch. i've been stressed about scratch for a long while, and it's because, well, my accounts. i've made around five past accounts i've moved from, and that really, really bothers me. i just wish when i was eight, i could have come up with a better username. but instead, i chose the cringiest name in scratch history, gaspsheep. i made the username because, when i was seven, sitting in my school's computer room, for after-school coding class, we were, of course, assigned to do scratch. the kid next to me played a project we all found funny at the time, the project was "make it rain" by @tehcow. https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/108597992/ at the time, i knew nothing, i mean absolutely NOTHING about internet culture. not even a lick of it. so naturally, i liked his projects, and, well, his username. at the time, i thought "teh" meant a form of expression, such as, "sigh" or "gasp". so, on december 14, 2018, gaspsheep was made. and that covers the whole entire origin story of that username. so here's my problem: i really just wish there was some way to change your username. i just really don't understand why scratch has to be like that. but unfortunately, so, there is no current way to do that. so, i've made five accounts. every username of each one is just cringe. i don't understand why past me was so terrible at naming. well, my issue is that i wish i could just have one main account only, like @griffpatch or @dhilly, and no past accounts, and my current account to have a name that is good enough for me to sleep at night. and when i suggested deleting my past accounts, what did you guys say? "oH rAd, DoN't DeLeTe YoUr OlD aCcOuNtS, yOuR fOlLoWeRs WiLl Be sAd!1111!1!" you guys went full on attachment issues on me. so, until i feel comfortable to get back on scratch, and you guys show a little more support for following my gut, i'm taking a big break. i'll be around for a small while to respond to comments and such, but other than that, i'm gone. maybe when i come back, i'll make, possibly, a new account, with a cool and creative username. but this is a definite: "i don't exactly know yet" sort of deal", because i don't really know how i feel about making ANOTHER account, but if i had the courage, i'd probably will. i don't know. i'm not so sure if i like "radtoons" that much like when i made this account two weeks ago. i don't know. so that's why i'm taking a break. just to clear my head and refresh my mind. besides, i have been spending too much time on the website, to the point where i'm pretty much wasting my life. i feel pretty uneasy and just sort of sad because i've made so many accounts people cannot make because the username is taken permanently. which is obviously sad. well- see ya.
