PLEASE SEE THIS PROJECT: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/743965392/ Hi! I just wanted a do a little info dump or smth, since I am more active, but not in the same way I was before. (very long paragraphs lol, and A LOT of words-) I'm probably still going to post here, just, not really good, effortful projects, y'know? Like, I'm not going to be posting animation memes here anymore probably, since the art takes a while, even when I was using Scratch. I couldn't even figure out how to make them with MediBang Paint, since you can't export layers, and I'm still working on drawing in ibisPaint X. Who knows, maybe someday in the future, I'll fully come back to this account. Right now, I'm just not motivated to consistently post actual high-quality (if you could consider my other projects high-quality), full-blown projects. Being demotivated to do what I love--make projects here on Scratch, and many other things outside of Scratch--isn't new to me anymore. I'm just used to not really doing anything on Scratch. After all, I think my motivation died back in, like, March, a full 7 months ago. I did have a little bit of time where I just posted art I made in MediBang, but scroll down past that, and there's a lot of projects that don't even have thumbnails for a little bit. Nowadays, all I'm motivated to do, really, is watch YouTube, aka drowning myself in inspiration with no motivation to make anything. And plus, even if I do bring myself to make it, it turns out to be much worse than I thought it would be in my head, leading me to hate it. But hey, that happens with everything for me now. After all, I'm not as skilled as the skill level in the things I imagine it to turn out as. I'm working on a slightly higher effort project--the thumbnail is cool, but the project itself is the thumbnail, the purpose will be in the description--and it's better than anything I believe I really could do otherwise (mainly because it involves the Afton family, and I only have present Evan/C.C. help). If I do come back on this account when I'm fully motivated, expect art, animation/code memes (probably both Gacha and art), and just straight-up Gacha projects. But until then, I'm just uploading random stuff lol. I mean, it doesn't really matter, no one really sees my stuff, soo- But really, I do want to do Scratch again. Now, when I look back on what I've done at home over the past couple of days, I just feel like I've done nothing but waste time by starting things and never finishing them, and making them but then deleting them because, well, I hate them. If I do decide to try to rededicate myself to Scratch, expect a lot of Gacha stuff in low quality because of Scratch, as well as art dumps of random things lol- but I really do want to rededicate myself, but, as I said, I stopped because I lost motivation, and that motivation is yet to come back. FYI: If I get a YouTube channel and I haven't Scratch normally again, I'll probably just focus on stuff there, since having a channel has been my dream my entire childhood. But, I don't have one right now, so for now, it's just Scratch. If I've already started Scratch again, I will split between YouTube and Scratch, though I might focus on YouTube if that happens. A l s o check my new About Me it's funny (and accurate)
*****The coding for the don't advertise thing is from @CapitanFluffy, I just used Scratch to make the text me and my demotivation to do everything except type long paragraphs to literally no one because no one sees my projects the family computer that is hyperventilating 24/7 because of the amount of files i shoved on this thing and never deleted