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'My life is in circles all the time.' A circle. An endless line, rotating around the same spot. Same radius. Same thing, over and over again. Failure, after failure. Pain, after pain. And it'll never end. At least, not for now. Sometimes I wonder what the point of all of this is. If it'll never end.. If i'll be stuck in this endless loop of misery over and over again. One time, I thought to myself Why not just finish. This loop will finally finish, finally end But I'm stubborn. What. Have I done that is worth remembering for What. Have I done with my life? All those years I've lived. All those days that I spent crying. What a waste of time.. [no one will remember me anyways] Well that's just a load of rubbish And you're utterly pathetic Get yourself off this floor. This instant. Go outside Look at the trees Breathe in the air Just look at the people around you. Look at those happy And think. Your life could have been like that And still can. No matter. no matter Whatever. You're going through It will always get better Look at those sad And think. They're going through The same thing as you. Your lives might be different, you might be sad for different reasons. But the point. Is. That you're all sad anyways. And. That you were all happy before. No matter how long ago that was. No matter. Whether it's all gone now You were all happy. And wasn't it just an amazing. Feeling. Wasn't it just. Incredible. I can bet. That you And all those other people. Who you saw sad. All wish for that time again. And you can have it. Just reach, just end that circle. End that loop. You can do it. You. Can. And anyone that says you cant. Just hasn't seen you try. Hasn't seen anything in their lives. That have convinced them. That life is worth fighting for. Because. LIFE IS worth. Fighting FOR. And anyone that says it isnt. Doesn't know what it's like. To lose the people around them. To an utterly sad, sad tale. Don't know what it's like. To give up. And they're lucky. But you're not? That's not true. You've just seen more. Faced more. Felt more. Let them enjoy their ignorance. And let you. Remember your ignorance. Remember the life that you had. The friends? The family? no? Because. There will always be people who care for you. Even if you think there aren't. Parents were meant to love their children. Instead of trying to prove that they dont love you. Prove that they do love you. Friends were meant to care for their friends. Instead of trying to prove that they don't care. Prove that they do care. Teachers were meant to help their students. Instead of trying to prove that they don't. Prove that they do. Whatever it is, that you're facing. Think of it in another light. Instead of trying to 'prove' this, Instead think of all the things that could be better. If you got over this. One thing that you would do if you were Free. Free from all the troubles Free from all the stress Free from Everything. Just Imagine. And I believe that everything is possible. Perhaps sometimes, not in the way you imagined. Because a dream person. Someone to comfort you. To back you up in anything. To Hug you. To Smile. That was my dream. And even if I won't be able to find this person. Then I'll Be. That person. I don't need no one else, to do that for me. Because if they do it, Then what have I done. For Myself. I can't wait for help. Forever.. I don't want to be stuck. Waiting here, like a lost princess. I can. Do it myself. I Can get out of this. And I know I can. And I know whoever out there. In this Big Sea of Everything that hurts. They can do it too. Because it doesn't matter what you've faced. You can Always. ALways. Get out of it. I believe that. Now can you. But it isn't a question. Now you will. Get out of this. No matter what you're in. You will. Face this obstacle No matter what life is throwing at you. You will either face it, and catch it. Or you will dodge it. You will stay strong. And. You will get over this.