Soooo.....uh yeah my dad is threatening to only let me and my older brother use the internet 2 hours a day :') Which by itself isnt too bad but if you lived in my household you would NEED to find some way to escape. He's also been trying to hint at maybe just cutting off our wifi completely (yknow one of the only ways I can feel connected to the outside world since im actually scared to go out w/ friends bc of them overreacting). My mental health has gone through the ringer lately and Im just completely done. Im scared to go back at his house bc I KNOW I will be berated about EVERYTHING me and my brother do. I wont be quitting but this is just so you guys know whats going on. If they treat like this now then i can only imagine what will happen when I come out :( Im genuinely so scared. I know its not wise to put my breakdown online for everyone to see but idk what to do now since I dont wanna tell my irl friends bc I know theyll try to confront him so this is kind of a cry for help. Im so afraid.
