Not sharing this on my alt :') Don't need people saying I'm looking for attention
Why is life so freaking hard? You can't change things you did in the past but- We all have cringy phases or stupid things we did as a kid. I have had my share but... One specific thing... If I tell somebody I really regret something in my life, they'd probably say they do also. I Hate myself forever for it though and I've recently started thinking about it a lot more- Everything reminds me of it- Young children are stupid and naive- I was just that, But i wasn't even that young- I was 11. My stomach literally is in knots almost all the time now, I feel dizzy and lightheaded thinking about it. Some people joke about it (not ever to me but this sort of thing) IT'S NOT FUNNY I felt like crying while coming back from lunch because of it- my friends made me think about it. They didn't know ofc- i never told anyone except my "gal pal", and even then... I tried to say it in a joking manner like it didn't matter- The thing is- it affects me a lot. All I can think about is my mistake- and the FREAKING ADULT THAT I'M TALKING ABOUT WHO DID ALL THAT CRAPPY STUFF Freaking Lykos- (Maybe you can guess now- TwT) Posted on my alt because I don't want many people to see this and be called an attention seeker, liar, etc. Also, just doesn't feel appropriate for my main so yeah. I wil probably be the only one knowing of this project
