Sending Virtual Hugs your way <3 I'm so sorry your having a hard time, but your never alone, I would do anything to help you feel better, just say the words and I'll do my best to help <3 <3 Depression, Anxiety, and mental illness is so hard, it can make things feel so empty and pointless, but it isn't forever, you will find hope and joy again. And seeking help isn't shameful or wrong, you should never feel like you have to fight a battle alone. Love ya a billion, your an amazing friend and I'm so glad to know you, I love talking with you and I'm so grateful for you being in my life <3