Dang guys. 3 vents mostly about the same guy. Does that make me weird? Idk. Anyways. "What happened now?" You're asking? Well, heh (not my keyboard correcting 'heh' to 'hey' legit 5 times), this dude, thinks I'm annoying. What do I do? Block his number, stop talking to him, tell myself he hates me (which I dont think is true..../think/ being key word), what happens? I STILL FREAKING LIKE HIM. I've never liked a guy this much b4. At first? I thought it was just teenage hormones (who knows maybe it is...nope. definitelynkt my first crush...heh...*nervous look*). Then I kept thinking of him, then one day I stopped thinking of him 24/7 and now when I see his face get a wave of emotions (angry, crush, butterflies, upset, nervous, what to say to him, etc.). Huge crush on a guy? So not me. Aaaaaahhhhh idk what to do. I know I know. "You need to talk to him" I KNOWWWW but idk how. Ik I'll trip over every word and crap like "Um...so I like, *deep exhale w/ stressed hand motions* really like you, but I know you like, hate me so um- yeah- I just um- *nervous laugh*-" :skull: TwT oh what to do what to do...
