I’m struggling now more then ever before. I c- I just can’t right now. My life is a mess and I can’t even begin to start on how awful it is. I’m being severely bullied right now for being a non sporty house captain. Everyone is in love with the girl I like. I’m struggling to find my identity. (not self diagnosing might bring this up with my parents to get it checked) I’m struggling with body dysmorphia. I’m going through a rough patch in life when I can’t even fathom how to stay alive. I’m currently struggling to will myself awake every morning and it’s too much. I feel like all this might send me into the worst part of my life where I’m struggling to find myself and see a way out through the dark. I just need help, a Break, something to help me cope. Worst part is, I can’t turn to my parents, they are amazing people but they can’t help me. I’m drowning in my despair and I’m Losing myself. i love you guys so so much but I need a break. I need to fix my grades. I need to fix myself. I’ll be back, nothing could ever keep me away from you guys, but I’ll just be much less active. Therefore I may hand over studio host to other people for my rps and stuff. Only temporarily though. Don’t worry, I’m not leaving, it’s just- I’ll mainly be active on the weekends until school break. ～lots of love and care, Karma ee
<3 Haha made you look… Haha got you again!.. Help me… I need help. I say I’m fine but I’m not…. Help..
