I've been having a hard week, so I'm making this public now. I'm sorry for not replying a lot. But times have been tough for me. First of all, my parents got divorced yesterday, one day BEFORE Halloween, it's been tough since I really miss my mom, I just live with dad now and my dog, Rusty. I've been feeling really depressed and lonely. Halloween is my favorite time of year. My dad is very caring, but my mom is usually very strict, but I care about her. Second of all, I will never get a drivers licence, I have never told any of you guys on scratch but my IRL friends that I am colorblind, I cannot see colors. I love cars, not getting my license makes me upset. I'll never learn how to drive. Third of all, I was rushed to the emergency room yesterday and have been diagnosed with Asthmatic bronchitis, so I have an inhaler, I don't know what to do, I do Football, Hockey, and Rock Climbing, I run a lot, I don't really want an Inhaler but since it's so severe, I have to have it with me. fourth, highschool has been stressing me out, the only class I am failing is Italian, which I hate, he's mean and cruel, I don't know what to do, I am afraid of him, I wish I was back in middle school with @JediWarrior- and @Earth-Wind , but I'm not. I am 2 years older than them, I feel very stressed. Vijay ( @JediWarrior- ) is the most athletic and the most smart person in our group, he's smart and is in high honors and has VERY good grades. He studies a lot and does a lot of sports, and is the fastest in my old school. I enjoy going out with him and @Earth-Wind . Maddox ( @Earth-Wind ) is very good friend of mine as well, he's really nice and a pro gamer and does really well in Math and English, I remember we came over to Vijay's house to compare grades, Vijay had the best ones. Maddox also does well in band, I'm glad to have a friend like him. I'm like, the funniest out of the group, I like to make memes and I'm also very athletic, thin, and tall. Vijay is the smallest out of all of us but also very thin and agile. He can fit through small spaces. I also enjoy doing sports and I also love to climb, I also like to be with my Golden Lab, Rusty. At first, I didn't want to announce any of this on scratch or in public, I texted Maddox (Vijay doesn't have a phone) and told him about it. I told him not to tell anybody else but Vijay. Now I need support. I can't hold it back. God, help me. Thanks for taking your time to read this.