⌦ *ᴄᴏᴜɢʜ* ᴡʟᴄᴍ ʙᴀʙᴀɢʀɪʟʟs, ᴛᴏ... ᴀ ᴠᴇɴᴛʏ ᴠᴇɴᴛ- —— —— —— —— —— —— ⇢ so, lettuce get started ♥ I feel like I'm not focused enough on school, and I worry about my image more on here than at school- I feel like all I think about is scratch, and I don't focus on my tests + homework enough- I've been getting really sloppy with my schoolwork and I feel like I'm not trying bc all I'm thinking about is scratch- At school I keep looking at all the other popular pretty pick-me girls and I get jealous at how perfect they look and how great their life must be- I feel like one of my new bsfs is already growing farther apart from me and I feel like our relationship is already being ruined- I get jealous of my ex bc I see how happy they are w/ their new partner and how they act towards them instead of how they acted towards me when they were w/ me- I feel like my projects are trash compared to others and how good other ppls projects look compared to mine- I get self aware of how I look compared to others and how I look tired and drained of life and how I have acne and all the other girls don't- I feel like I don't have life in me, and I feel like my life is just a never ending circle that is just a tiring loop- I'm struggling in math + science and I need to get my grades up- I'm in advanced math and if I don't get my grades up then I'll have to go back to normal math- I think that's all the stuff I need to get off my chest- sorry for blabbering on about how jealous I am of other ppl- yeah-
yeah, just a vent- :'D
