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im doing horrible :( I HAVE A B+ IN ALG- NO, IT'S NOT GOOD- alg isn't even that hard idk why im not doing well- it's not that i don't understand it's just that i don't want to do math all the time- im tired of doing math for three-plus hours four days a week AND ON THE WEEKENDS TOO- I HATE EXTRA MATH CLASS IT'S SO ANNOYING AND NOT FUN AT ALL- IM TOO MENTALLY DRAINED FOR THIS, AND MY PARENTS DON'T EVEN LET ME TAKE A DAY OFF WITHOUT MAKING IT UP THE NEXT DAY, LIKE I WAS SICK ONE DAY, AND THEY MADE ME MAKE UP THE CLASS THE NEXT DAY- LIKE BRO WTH IM PHYSICALLY NOT OKAY AND YOU'RE FORCING ME TO DO MATH CLASS WHICH ISN'T EVEN NECESSARY FOR SCHOOL- I HAVE AN A IN EIGHTH GRADE SCIENCE- EIGHTH GRADE SCIENCE- IT'S NOT EVEN THAT HARD- HOW DO I MANAGE TO GET AN A, BRO WHAT- MY GPA IS GOING TO FALL SO HARD AFTER THIS- I NEED LIKE FOUR PERCENT MORE- HOW AM I THIS BEHIND- AND THE THING THAT MAKES ME EVEN MORE UPSET IS THAT I HAVE A B IN ENGLISH- LIKE THAT'S THE EASIEST SUBJECT- HOW TF DID I GET A B, I GOT 20/40 ON AN ESSAY- LIKE BRO WHAT- I WOKE UP AT 4 TO WRITE THAT AND I ACTUALLY TRIED, ngl i knew i wasn't going to get that good of a score because the essay was too theoretical and more of a conspiracy theory- BUT IT WAS SO CAPTIVATING AND INTERESTING- MY ENG TEACHER IS GOING CRAZY FR- AND THE FACT I HAVE HIM FOR SS TOO- HE NEVER GIVES A+'s LIKE WAHT IM DYING TO GET AN A+ I WOULD DIE FOR MY GRADES- AND I GOT A 55/60 FOR AN ASSIGNMENT IN ART- HOW DO I MANAGE TO DO THAT BAD IN ART- HOW DO YOU HAVE AN A IN ART- LIKE WHAT- ART IS THE EASIEST SUBJECT- HOW TF DO I GET AN A, I SERIOUSLY NEED HELP- AND ALSO ACTUALLY TRY IN PE BUT I HAVE AN A-, I GOT 9/10 ON THE MILE- I WAS LIKE 34 MINUTES LATE- I GOT 9:34 ON THE MILE- MY LEGS STARTED GIVING OUT BUT I ALSO DIDN'T WANT TO RUN- I GAVE UP- LIKE BRO- I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT BUT I GOT LIGHTHEADED SO I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO- I DIDN'T WANT TO STOP BECAUSE I WANTED TO GET A GOOD GRADE SO I DIDN'T TELL THE TEACHER- AND WHY DO I SUCK AT SHORT DISTANCE SO MUCH- I HAVE MORE STAMINA FOR LONG DISTANCE, IM NOT THAT FAST, IT'S JUST THAT I CAN RUN FOR A LONG TIME WITHOUT STOPPING SO I GET DECENT TIMES ON THE MILE- BUT STILL- HOW IS THAT AN A-, I WANT TO GET BETTER HELP- anyways, if you guys feel bad abt your grades, just remember that mine are worse :,)