i can’t look at this account anymore. i’ve screwed up. i’ve screwed up really bad. i can’t look at this account now. i look at it and i hurt. i don’t think i want to be here anymore. so i guess i am leaving. to those i hurt. im sorry i didn’t fix it. there is nothing I can do now. i’ve made the mistake, and it will cost me now. to those i am leaving. i can’t express how much you’ve changed my life for the better. i appreciate everything you have done. i am sorry i couldn’t keep what we had together. forgive me someday. i have changed and i need to fix it. i may simply move to a new account, but this account will not be disclosed. this account will be for posting animations and payments only. i may just leave forever. i will finish all payments i owe before i leave. and now im gone. im so scared to post this please don’t hurt me