press space, click or arrow keys to proceed; when i say to look at a figure press the number of the figure to jump to it. please read everything before commenting, thanks! most people probably know what happened with ivory. recently she apologized and admitted to being jewelcrest, claiming she did it to help alder. i'd just like to start off about our first argument and her art request she claimed was supposed to help alder. i personally don't think it makes much sense, alder is an artist, if she's feeling down and drawing makes her feel better then she'll draw. it doesn't make sense why she'd need people to request art from her to make her feel better. ivory did not even comfort alder, she didn't even say that she hoped alder felt better. and even if she really did make the request to make alder feel better, she would still be taking advantage of alder by asking for free art for herself when alder was drawing to make herself feel better. also, during our argument, after ivory had impolitely responded to my message, she commented on one of alder's projects asking for an art trade (see figure 1). i had already told her at the time that alder did not say drawing made alder feel better. the project did not say that drawing made alder feel better. there is no reason for ivory to have commented asking for an art trade. about dino_anger; prior to jewelcrest being created, there was an account, dino_anger, who stole my art and used phrases id used for vents in a mocking tone. they got banned before i posted the project about jewelcrest, likely after several of their projects with art stolen from me got taken down. according to ivory, jewelcrest was banned for mentioning death and -ivory16 got banned along with it. from what i know if you get two scratch accounts banned on the same mail account, all your scratch accounts on that mail get banned, but if only jewelcrest was banned then ivory wouldn't have been banned on all accounts with that mail. it could make sense if dino_anger was ivory as well, which would have made the banning of dino ivory's first ban on that mail, but it could be possible that ivory's mail just got banned for no reason. this doesn't prove she's dino_anger but i thought i'd add it something else that i noticed was that ivory became mad at her friend for saying she didn't know who to side with. (see figure 2) ivory accused her of speaking with me like i was her besty, which i found a bit ironic since in my dm with ivory she spoke in a way which almost felt like she was treating me as a friend. lastly, i just wanted to say that i really hate how a few people are treating ivory being stressed as an excuse of why it was ok for all her actions. personally, i don't think that she did everything just because she was stressed. i've done questionable things when stressed before but i always regret what i said in at most a week or two. ivory lied to her friends, got mad at them for doubting her, responded to comments asking her about jewelcrest saying that people were gullible and brainwashed. the way she killed jewelcrest off required a lot of planning; first she wrote that jewelcrest was in a coma, and then she wrote that she died. if ivory was driven by stress to kill jewelcrest off she might have deleted her account or just said she had passed away. just the degree of her lies shows that she wasn't acting irrationally which would make sense if she was stressed. i'm not saying she was lying about what was happening to her irl, i'm very sorry she has to go through that, i'm just saying that i don't think it's a valid reason for everything she did. if i hadn't dmed her, i dont think she'd have ever admitted it. everything about this has been deteriorating, this has really stressed me out. i haven't slept well in weeks. alder has been going through really a lot irl. it's seriously not ok for ivory to just pass all her ill behaviour on being stressed. being stressed is not a valid reason to cause stress or make someone's life worse i'm very sorry to ivory, i said i had forgiven you in dms. after seeing your project about the truth, i felt upset and changed my mind. just the way you wrote everything, it felt like we were irrationally attacking you and that you were the victim in everything, just someone who tried to help but made a mistake and got attacked by everyone. you called us mean, annoying, and rude. you blacklisted us despite knowing we were right and you were lying. don't say you're sorry, you're not, if you were really sorry you wouldn't have been so eager to be forgiven. i know. i'm disgusting, mean and rude. i'm a bully, and people hate me so much that when i turned out to be right no one felt bad about what they said. you really made my life better! i couldnt help thinking about what you said all day long :D really, thank you so much to supporters, i can't describe how much i appreciate your help, if i wasn't able to read what you said id have left weeks ago.
(edit: this got taken down but i managed to reshare it?? idk what happened) writing here because the instructions is out of space; i'd just like to say again, stress isn't a valid reason/excuse for what ivory did, and i'm not sure i believe that ivory did what she did to "help" alder. even if she did, in the end the harm she caused was much greater than any way she could have helped. don't say that you understand her actions and that they're ok because she was stressed. if you have something impolite to say, please say it. i don't want to leave not knowing if there are people that hate me who i don't already know. i am not sure if/when i will come back but if i do it will be at least after two months. scratch is becoming unhealthy for me and i want to spend time on other things. my friend, alder (@spiralinq), is going to be inactive for four months. i will probably not be fully active/post until she comes back. i'll still check my messages but likely less frequently. i have one last art dump i'll post soon, but after that i'll probably not post for at most four months. i really really appreciate the support, i originally just made the jewelcrest project as something to send to people who attacked me so i didn't have to explain every time, i didn't expect so many people to help and support me, thank you so much jasifjsif ;;0; i'm so sorry i never did anything for 700+, tysm though, i just really can't right now,, i'm really sorry sjdifjsif i'm very sorry to ivory about saying that i forgave you earlier. i'm afraid i'm going to have to take that back. i don't like going back on what i said. i'm sorry about that. i'm also very sorry about what you're going through irl, and if what i wrote sounded rude. i really appreciate that you told the truth, and also how polite your attitude was. this has stressed me out a lot, so i'm sorry if i seem like i'm attacking you, it's really not what i meant. i just wanted to say what i really felt before leaving. i wasn't sure how to write this in dms. honestly, if you had admitted to being dino_anger or even just admitted you made jewelcrest and the art request for reasons that weren't good, i might have forgiven you, but right now i'm not really sure. au revoir, ill still be drawing but dk if i'll post here (Remixing my projects)