jay- Jay i hope that you have made the right decision on picking me out of them all cause i know i don't deserve you, you are more that i can ask for and everything i need. Now i understand why all the girls wanted you so bad.. because your sweet, kind, respectful, amazing and so much more i just don' feel like typing so much lol. I want you to know i love you so much jay and thank you for giving me the chance to be able to get to know yo since the first time we met i fel something between us i just did not get the nerve to say anything cause your the first real relationship ship i have had in almost 2 years. I am making this for you but you don't have to check it want people to know something three dears ago i had a bf who engaged to me yes engaged to me and well things were going well till he got dignosed with cancer... i was willing to be their for him all the way and i wi till one of my best friends went to his hoys without me knowing and did something to him.. he broke up with me to go to her after 4 years dating because she had a better body than me at the time. i can say now 1 have a better body a lil bit i am happy to say the whole way through the cancer he has survived. so after taking my time and effort trying my best get better at looking good for the people but i could not because i felt like i lost everything till i met you jay.. i m scared to go forward cause i don't want to make you feel like in a rush and and well... yea so this is why i am scared of most things
@Zyklixz - hey i am sorry for being a pain in the butt here lately i am scared for kelsey she is scared to tell you this but her heart is going more faster than what it should so it is closing up the two chambers above her heart she loves you so much and did not want to tell you because you have been hurt so much and getting hurt yourself now go talk to kelsey she needs you right now she told me to say your the best thing that has happen to her\
