yes i am using internet slang, no i am not using grammar. and yes, i like to make fun of myself even when its serious. idk scroll down ig Its a sunday, i was gonna go to church. So for some reason (i honestly dont know why) i had a panic attack. It's happened before, too. I couldn't go to church, according to my parents. They are like “oh i cant bring a crying child to church” when its literally not their problem lol they made that decision and now their blaming me for it lol Basically i have this problem where i get weird panic attack thingeys and I've seen a therapist for it but she sucked lol My parents are threating to send me to another therapist and its gonna be horrible. lol ill probably lie to them Actually, for a little while I considered committing you-know-what, but trust me, i won’t. First of all, thats a sin, second of all how the heck would i do it?? So my other option is to run away. thats kinda hard too considering i live in a neighborhood;ppl would notice if they saw a child, alone, walking on the street\in the woods idk what to do lol On top of that, kids (older than me) that i take classes with love being jerks and hurting kids feelings so that's cool. One of them called me a common loser which i agree with, but like keep your opinions to yourself