I now live with my dad, in a small apartment, in a huge city, in a huge world. A world full of uncertainties. You never know what happens next. What happened next to me was sadness. Complete sadness. Happiness is just plain complicated. Sometimes it was just there. Sometimes it was just a breath away, waiting for you to catch it. But now, it can be like a bird, flying away the second you come close to it. I tried. I tried so hard to get it back, but I couldn’t. My life was a full dark abyss. Just like the black midnight sky. The only hope I had left were the gleaming stars as they freckled across the night sky. It was morning the next day and through the same window I was at last night I was at today. The first rays of the sun gleamed through all the city buildings. I decided that it was probably time to stop staring at a window and start actually getting ready for school. I put on my same usual attire. My oversized mint green collared sweatshirt and some black exercise pants. I then brushed my slightly messy black raven hair. I put my white shoes on and made sure everything was in my backpack. Dad had already left for work so I took an apple, washed it, and headed out to the bus stop around the block.