Hello. Also guys, an update from me. I've been in high school for a while now, 1st semester of my freshmen year has been hard, I'm really tired having to adjust to this new chapter in my life. I honestly just want to pass this semester. Problems like these are why I want to leave this site and pursue another drawing program. The drama and random stuff that happens here isn't really fun and I don't feel like I should deal with it anymore. Especially with people like this, that continue to cause irrelevant drama and never stop. I honestly am not a bad person, I just have a family, which I love. It just really hurts when a family member gets wrongly treated and harassed over an opinion. Sorry that I don't really share personal things here like how my life is going, but I still like posting stuff here, even if it is unrelated. A vent too guys: Sometimes, I've been feeling bad about myself and doubting my artistic abilities. Sometimes I even feel like I shouldn't exist. I feel anxious and scared around most people now, and there's nothing I can do to stop these bad feelings. I have no goals currently and I think I'm not going to make a good payment in jobs during my adulthood. I'm scared that I might fail and won't be able to hold a good job, based on my current art abilities. Even if my art is good, there's no way it's going to be judged on a professional level and accepted. I can't even think strait in my classes knowing that my grades are low. Maybe joining the military is my only option now.
