to the people who know exactly what im talking about- i hate monday morning, i hate words i can never undo, i hate to listen to people scorning, but most of all, i hate you. i hate your gaslighting, i hate how youre always mad at me, i hate your stupid rewriting, and i hate how your eyes assure that im never free. i hate how you made me need you, i hate how crushed i was, i hate how you knew. and then i hate how you left me for just because. i hate how you make me cry. i hate how you think your always perfect, i hate all the things you've done out of spite, and i hate that you thought i had to accept. i hate your complaining i hate that your all remarks are so degrading, i hate how you're always so draining, most of all, i hate that we're all your ladies-in-waiting i hate how you took my friend, i hate that everything isnt enough, i hate how around you my happiness ends, and i hate how its only me you act so rough. i hate my unstoppable tears, i hate you and you, i hate all these hurtful years and all the pain you caused that i can never undo.
