i just got called FAT, so now im crying and i got in trouble by my dad for being sad abt it. and my nana was like, "well, maybe ur on ur period!" like, thats all u have to say? shes basically saying im crying for no reason. i hate this place sm. i want to fight everyone bc of this toxic house. i want to run away but i have no where to go. i have nothing. everybody seems to hate me. i freaking hate it here. i want to commit s.