I have to act cool and tough, but really, I can get sad. It's depressing when everyone looks just like you when you take off your helmets. There is this one door in the barracks that we pretend is a mirror. One of us will walk on each side of it. Sometimes I forget it is a doorway and I think I am trapped. I am sad. When I realize it is a doorway, I am still sad. Also, I just found out that I was named after a dog.
