p a r t 2 : https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/775474935/ *i might come back once in a while* if you got invited here, you're either a follower of mine or a friend or ex-friend of mine. (also please don't beg me to stay, I've block Scratch as of now [and now it plays never gonna give you up for 10 hours]) audio: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/620094637/
(i am no longer going to reply to comments as of 12/5/22, only working my shift in the pptbf) I'm no longer going to make anything on Scratch, only for myself and maybe in the future, on Youtube. Here's 3 reasons why: First, the Gacha Community has been super toxic this year. Too toxic for me to even handle. With all the problematic people and deaths in the community, I can't even call it a community anymore. A community is "a feeling of fellowship with others, as a result of sharing common attitudes, interests, and goals", says the Oxford Languages dictionary. Not a bunch of uncontrolled teenagers showing no respect to people whatsoever and going off on each other. Sure, not everyone is like that, but it's slowly becoming more people. The darkness is slowly pushing away the light. Even this community itself is just really broken. With all the annoying 7 year old kids who didn't learn anything from their guardians and decide to tick amazing people off. Lots of people and their generic content, false reporting, false bans, it's all just something I don't want to live in. Sadly I had to so I could share my stories, but now I won't share my stories because it's just too much. Second, I damaged lots of people's lives and ruined a lot of my relationships with others. I can't even lie. I can think of 3 people already and there is totally more. I was becoming toxic and staying in a toxic community is just going to worsen it. I can't possibly ruin more people's lives'. It's just going to make more of a bad person. And if you are one of the people I hurt, I'm sorry. I'm annoying. I'm too complex. I make people uncomfortable. I'm just someone that just really sucks to be around.. I'm shocked I even still have friends (like Eli), they're WAAAAAY too amazing for me /srs Third, I start trying to force myself to go into Gacha or to code, and it's just not the same anymore. I used to be a well-known, respected creator in this community, but most of the community kinda left. It's no longer fun. For me. I remember where the GachaScratch community felt more alive. More real. More fun. More of something I actually enjoyed being in. Now it's ok, but it's not a l i v e (for me). I can't force myself to stay in a community I don't enjoy. In conclusion, I just changed too much for this site. I don't want to be family friendly all the time. I don't want to make Gacha content all the time. I want to discover who I am. Who God is calling me to be. This site was fun and all, but I need to find a purpose. I already felt like a waste of oxygen and CO2, now I need to prove I'm not. I still can't find something I always like doing. Who knows? Maybe I'll get back to posting once I'm healthier. I will reply and talk to people. I will still love projects. I just will be basically inactive project terms and will go onto the site, maybe 2-3 times a month? Anyways, this is Zynny, signing off. Hope this site gets better without me :D This isn't ANYONE's fault, only mine!! -- Now, where will you be, Zynny? Here are a few sites I use a lot and links to my profile there! YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7bSK9bKrfdmPMt1jf4WvZw Roblox: https://www.roblox.com/users/1602690906/profile (you can find more ways to reach me on my yt channel so this doesn't get too big of a section) [Splash HQ is gone sadly]
