trigger warning. i’ve been busy taking care of my grandpa. most of you prob know already but my grandpa ha(d)s cancer in his lungs. what u might not know is that he had a lot of trouble breathing, eating, moving, sleeping, etc. so, my whole family and i had to work together to help him do all of our daily necessities. he turned 94 on dec 1st. and.. i wanted him to be here for my graduation i wanted him to be here for my sweet 16 i wanted him to be here when i turn 18. i wanted him to be here when i get married i wanted him to be here when i get a job. i wanted him to see how successful i might become successful like him. but he’s not going to see any of that. he left me. just like my grandma did back in october. they both left me. i don’t have any grandparents anymore. my parents don’t have parents anymore. i’m all alone. i had the closest relationship with my grandpa than anyone else did. literally no one at my house is upset abt this. no one’s crying except me. my sister had literally said “i’m not even that sad” are u ffr? we don’t know 100% if he left or not. but my dad’s a doctor and checked his pulse + rate. he wasn’t breathing. a nurse is coming to our house soon to see if he really moved to the sky with my grandma or not. don’t expect me to upload this week. edit 1: they’re at our house rn. i heard crying. this can’t be good. he’s dead. may he rest in pease. ilysm grandpa.
