yes, ik i make everything abt myself, but's my life, my acc, literally ME, so why wouldn't everything be abt me IN MY LIFE- lmao- anyways- here we go; okay, yes i am complaining- my projects- i don't think people rlly like them ;_; i do put hard work into them and honestly even though i have many followers (tysm ilyilyily) on @malfoyhead_weasly people don't rlly think of me like okay if you want to diss me because of this- go ahead- but like what's the point of having so many followers when my projects aren't appreciated and im not even recognised? i want to make new friends and talk to new people and have my hard work appreciated- like im not even asking you to say it's good- i'd rather receive criticism than NOTHING- ;_; and now you'll say im an attention seeker- that's fine- honestly- it's just that- when people say "popular aesthetic scratchers" they don't think of me at all. i feel left out- and if you don't want to be my friend after reading this- it's fine- but i do feel very left out :,) maybe it's because of my user? i don't like my user either but im kind of attached idk man plus when people are "omg ily, you're an amazing friend!!" and act like we're so close- THEY'RE THE ONES THAT DON'T HAVE ROOM FOR ME ON THEIR FRIEND BANNER LIKE IF YOU'RE GOING TO EXCLUDE ME DON'T TRY TO ACT CLOSE IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE WHAT'S THE POINT- IM THE ONE OUTCAST NO ONE LIKES IRL AND ONLINE (except /real/ friends, like my irl friends) but i know when people think of popular aes people im not there i don't rlly belong anywhere and i know how much of a horrible person im being rn but these are actually my real feelings and i can just imagine all the things that you'd think of me after this attention seeker, fake, makes horrible projs, brags, stuck up, etc etc. it's okay, please, put out your true feelings for me in the comments if you have any, it's okay if they're negative, i want to improvise my character, thanks, - not so tashi
