After some thoughts I don’t know what else to do and I’m running out of things that work. The one thing I’m gonna tell you I already know your not going to like. Think of everything that hurts you and bring it into one place. This is easier said then done but let everything go. Stop doing this to yourself. Stop holding onto it. I’m only going to say this once so you decide if you want to listen. I know how much she meant to you but she left you and now you love her and you hate her but she doesn’t feel this. While your drowning yourself in sorrow over this, she’s walking through everyday life. So if your hurting this much for someone who hardly cares anymore, ask yourself, is it worth it? Is it worth the pain and suffering if she’ll never even know? If she’ll never even think twice about it? I mean, are you wasting your time? What good is any of this? Coming from somebody who knows what your feeling because a certain *cough* SoMeBoDy did the same to me about this time last year, but I’m over that and I’m just trying to be a supportive (whatever I am to you) and I hate that your feeling like this because it makes me sad when your sad, especially if I know that this isn’t worth it, and your ruining yourself over somebody like her. It makes me upset because you aren’t realizing everything you’ve got and your still suffering over what you don’t have or what you wish you had. But you could have it. You need a fresh start, of relief, and freedom from this all. I could help you get there if only you’d listen to what I’m saying, and if you’d let me - Sincerely, Someone who’s trying
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