Podcast Advice/Helpful<3 Ep.4

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hi welcome we got a new thumbbbbbbb! so enjoy!! first story: I feel like a burden. I feel like all I do is screw up. I feel like my parents don’t deserve me. I would say that like my siblings is a thousand times better than me, but it’s impossible to multi zero. I feel like I sometimes don’t like life but I don’t want to die. I’m afraid of losing everyone I love. At night my brain conjures up realities where someone I love dies, and I spend the rest of the night just staring up at the ceiling. I tell my brain to stop saying I’m stupid, bit it ignores me. second story: i have these ex-best-friends (to be specific, @bvndages, @cremepvff, @prettydcll and more) AND THEY HAVE BEEN THE SH1TT13ST PEOPLE EVER. we stop being friends a few weeks ago and there was another group of girls that were also friends with me. I told them what happened to me and 'them' (because they knew them) and they were on MY SIDE. THEN OUT OF NOWHERE THE GROUP OF GIRLS SWITCHED TEAMS TO THE TOXIC GIRL GROUP. AND NOW I PRACTICALLY HAVE NO SUPPORT WHATSOEVER. third story:TW)) Ok so I have/had this friend, let’s call her Lily (not real name). Lily and our friends were doing a secret santa and I got her. I bought her some things. The next few days, she was distant, almost like she hated me, and then my friend came running to me, saying that Lily was planning an attack on me and my friends. Later, with help of a teacher, we got things worked out, at least I thought we did. Over the next few days, she hated me, and spied on me, and also planned to do (+) something else. I am scared enough of my grandparents, and sometimes my parents, and I don’t want to lose Lily. But I don’t know what to do with the gift for her. Yea I should give it to her, but I don’t want to reward her for being mean and hurtful. Please help me. Cuz I don’t know what to do. Please, I’m scared, please help me. fourth story: for some reason I have to do this class and in this class there's this boy in the class and today due to testing we had a slight change so the teachers other class had to stay here and one of her students was on scratch playing games and I told my friend abt it, and after that I was staring that the kids laptop and then another kid said "why r u acting so weird today" but i always act strange. That's it for today! thanks for watching bye! don't be scared to put you story!