primrose princess c8

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The car was driving too fast and I could barely breathe holding in my tears. This heavy feeling over me was threatening, like something bad was going to happen and it was my fault. "Nick. He's going- He... I feel bad. Are we there yet? I need to get out." "Are you okay? Celeste asked, with a look I couldn't read. My heart was beating too fast and my chest was aching. My whole body was shaking. I could only hear, and the air I was inhaling wasn't passing through. I wanted to get out. I moved, waved my arms (or was it my legs?) for a door, a window, anything to get me out. Maybe I was out already? Was I awake? My eyes were becoming less blurry. I was still in the car, but I couldn't see Celeste or Ottie. I pushed something as hard as I could to my side. Cold rain and fresh air rushed towards me. All I had to do was find Nick. Ignoring the rain seeping into my clothes, I removed my shoes quickly and ran. I had my phone, right? This was confirmed as I pulled it out of my pocket, barley a few percent. I dialed Remy's number quickly, and waited. "Hello? Arya?" "Where... does Nick live?" "Hello to you too. I'm doing fine, thank you. He lives on Eastcreek. His family's house is there. It's the Mill house, I think. Where are you going?" "Thanks. Bye." I said, and hung up. I knew where that was. Ottie drives past that house everyday. I ran, my clothes becoming even more soaked than they were before. I didn't know what I was going to say, or how I was going to explain myself but it didn't matter. I just needed to tell him the truth. I was at a gate, now, labeled 'Mill house', unsure if this was the correct place to be. It was locked, of course, so as any normal girl would do, I ran (for quite a while) to the back of the gate and climbed over. (because this is normal activity, of course.) I was now in a heavily forested area, where I was probably going to be hunted down by security guards and k!lled. I barely followed a path, until I heard rustling sounds. I guess today was going to be my last day. I slowed my breathing, and listened to the rustling around me. I followed the sound. I would just walk up to the person, say I was looking for something over the gate, and leave. The footsteps stopped and then started again, sounding faster and coming toward my direction. I guess this is what it was going to be like to be mvrd3red. "Arya?" "Yes. Hi Nick. I'm in your backyard. Or whatever this is." "What the-" "I came here because you sounded angry and I figured you were going to f...ing k!ll y-rself, or me, so I climbed over the gate and came back here. This blonde lady came to my house today and told me something horrible about my mother, that I don't really want to say. I have never met my mother, so it's very easy for me to imagine things. I did not imagine her that way." I rambled, desperation growing in my voice. "I mean, I came here because you are the only person who cares about me, and I don't know how to reciprocate that. I know you are angry, but I really care about you so I wanted to see if your okay. I'm sorry." I said, stumbling over my words. My clothes were now completely rain-soaked and I was breathing far too heavily and the only thing I was sure about is that I was crying, the hot water rolling on my face in contrast to the tears. --- go to notes and credits for the kissy kissy --- I was in a daze all the way on my walk home, not even fearing what would happen when I walked through the door. And when I did, I was met by loud sighs of relief. "Arya? Where have you been?" Celeste asked, with visible anxiety on her face. "M 0ut with a boy in the woods?" "In the car you were in some sort of panicked state, and as soon as we got home, we went inside to find the royal physician. I should have stayed in the car with you." She said, shaking her head. "The security guards were around, but it was far too rainy for them to notice you. Where were you exactly?" Celeste continued. "I don't want to explain my love life to you. It's embarrassing. Thank you for the worries." I finished, and quickly walked up the stairs. Behind me, I could faintly hear Celeste rambling about something. There was silence for a while, and then Ottie's gruff voice, saying "When are you going to tell her?"