!!!!EVERYTHING CAREFULLY CAUSE IT MAY BE THE LAST TIME I UPLOAD!!!! For my very last post on Scratch I will do a massive Q&A to finish off my time on here. The reason I am doing this is because conditions for a reboot were NOT met, you only proceeded with ONLY ONE of the two tasks that you had to do, so this will be the beginning of my goodbye. For the Q&A to work everyone will get only 1 question per account I'm looking for there to be a MINIUM of 5 question(5 comments due with this subject) on the project for me to proceed with my plan but if it is not met yet again I will permanently leave this platform. The rules around this will be in the NOTES AND CREDITS. i hope i dont sound forceful.
RULES -no asking personal questions (personal life outside of scratch) -you are allowed to ask questions about my characters -you can ask what other platforms I am on -no innapropprate questions -be nice to everyone and respect their own questions -you can ask me to rate ur OC's but only a minimum of 4 out of everyone, which I will be picking -you can ask about my art if you like Before my leave on the final project I will tag people whom have helped me of I have befriended on my journey @EPSRD If you scrolled down this far then go inside the project and get the other set of music playing on loop (if u know how to do that) it's to set the mood. I know people wont see this or just read the rest and then leave but if you want to do this then that's fine I just need to vent a little. TW !!!VENT!!! I'm not doing well, if I start a chat with any of you (my online friends before) saying that I'm fine then, that's wrong. I'm doing great I just going to keep this here since no one will see this but I'm not looking for attention, I'm not looking for people to hate on me for doing this but I need to, last time I did a vent post it was just a update but thank you for everyone supporting me through it but ive gotten worse. My mental health to be exact, ever since I posted that project it's just gotten worse. Speaking about it might of been the wrong decision of my life. It's just around school that it's just the worst. Sometimes I'm unable to control it, most of the time it's over something small. I might just be way too sensitive. I am posting on different platforms and I do have one in my bio if anyone want to chat. I try to fit in but when ever I want to be myself i feel judged on the way i look, dress and sound. I dont find myself good in anyway, I'm not good at, talking, drawing, or anything. I'm starting to fail in multiple classes like as if I dont care anymore.sometimes even if I just hang out with friends in a area, if the room gets to crowded I leave imedentily with all my stuff. I have a issue with change, every where I go if something changes at a rapid pace like getting a new friend, game, or it's already a specific date/event already without even knowing then I feel afraid and sad, time is going too fast for me. When I am distracted for a long while during that good time I start to realise that I'm alive and I'm going to be gone someday (I have to put it in a different type of way due to scratch) it brings me sadness and ALOT of fear. I cant stop thinking about it. Thank you for being apart of my life on a website for kids. - signing out 30th December 00:45am - I'm crying right now and I cant stop thinking about it. 31st December 15:25 - feeling a bit better. my eyes hurt like hell (┬┬﹏┬┬) 6th January 3:47 - yet again not feeling great
