I feel like I’m too fat, I’m gross, and that I always need to try harder. It doesn’t help that I don’t have any friends that I can truly lean on. And my crush on my best friend isn’t too well either. And like, during the changing period before gym, I’m like- “Ugh, I’m so fat!” And my friends either say “yeah, you are haha!” Or “no, you’re not!” I know that they might be joking, or lying, or telling the truth but I just hate this. I’ve been having so many arguments with my parents and I can’t turn in homework on time and my test scores are dropping and I’m becoming an outcast and I just. Don’t. Know. What. To. Do. Do I kjll myself? I don’t want to, I’m scared to. Do I run away? I’m also too scared, what would happen? I don’t deserve to live, yet I don’t wanna dje. Although, my followers are so supportive, thank you all..! :>
Red is my insecurities, black is me, other colors are just background. Green is crush. I made this at like- 2 AM- so it’s kinda… meh I don’t like this art.
