Hey guys. So I've been pretty inactive lately, ngl. There's a couple of things I'd like to share with you. 1. Holidays It's Christmas. I mean, this one's pretty obvious. For me, it's two days before Christmas. That means family. And family ranks higher than my online life which means...iNaCtiViTy. 2. Motivation I've lost a good 80% of my motivation to draw. I have no idea why. It just...I'll do it for my family, and that makes me happy...I guess. I really don't know what's up with me. It just feels old. I want something new. Which brings us to our next point: 3. Gaming I recently downloaded Among Us. Yeah, I'm a little late to do that lol. But I asked my mom and gave her some info about it, and she let me have it. And, ngl, I enjoy it way more than drawing. But that's probably because that's the only game she will let me have. No Minecraft, no Oculus (VR headset, however you spell it :P) no nothing. I've been asking for those things for two years now, and nothing. Nothing. Just Among Us. But Among Us is good for now, I guess. 4. Lack of interest in animation, MAPs, and MAP parts This one is going to shock you guys. Drawing is something I do a lot, but MAP parts have been my whole career here on Scratch. When I go to do one, I feel sad and unmotivated. They just...Don't make me happy anymore. I have two I need to do currently, and I haven't even started on them because whenever I go to do one, I always sit there for a few seconds, then close the program bc I feel unhappy afterwards. This is real, if any of you are wondering. 5. School School. Ugh. Saying that word makes me want to barf. But it must be done. But wait I'm on Winter Break right?! So cool! Time to rela- NOPE!! My grades have been slowly going down. I have an A in Spanish (That hasn't changed for some reason, plus the teacher loves me) a B in Social Studies, a C in math, a...B? I think? In ELA, and, last time I checked, a D in Science. So taking exams for science was a real emotional rollercoaster, because I knew that if I failed these exams, I blew 6th grade. That means leaving all my friends, my crush, and everyone I knew. Yeah, kinda heavy right?? Long story short, I need to focus a little more on school, otherwise I'm going to fail the grade. I will come back...I think? I really don't know as of right now. But I need a break. I hope you guys that I owe MAP parts can pause my time. And I really just need some time to relax the best I can. Thanks guys, thank you for the great time. -Tsunami
I will not be replying to comments. As of right now, the raffle is still on. I'll come back for that, I promise.
