So I started to realize that my sadness has now started to become anger. And im trying to not talk to anyone so I dont yell at them or get mad at them for little things. My mom walked in my room and started to ask me about my SH and I got upset about it and raised my voice at her not yelled but raised my voice and told her to stop asking about my SH. I know that she is just worried and I feel guilty for raising my voice at her. When she was about to close the door and leave I said ¨i love you¨ and she looked at me and closed the door without saying anything I feel like I messed up. After all she was just making sure I wasnt doing SH and I know she is trying her hardest to make sure my mental health is okay. I feel so bad and I feel like the worse kid ever.