➳ --- hi. - ..... this is quite ominous isn't it LMAO - Its nothing bad really- just a bit busy qwq - I haven't forgotten scratch I swear- its just life has thrown some things at me- mostly good things! I apparently have more then 3 brain cells cause ive been told im going to be given more complex math and reading since I have in fact passed the grade level. PeepoShy Its a bit stressful cause I am also the type of person who has too much self-expectations and if I dont reach them I dont feel smart efcdjcdnkcnjc so yeah I have that going for me. I have a yt channel! Im not gonna share cause I dont really wanna connect that with my scratch. (and if you ever do stumble across it please dont mention scratch. Your comment would be deleted if so.) But im making progress in that and wanna put more time and effort into that. - This and also motivation to do.. /any/ role-playing has been thrown out the window, onto a space ship, and into outer space. At this point im going to go through my messages and forcing a reply cause I feel really bad. Thats not even thr worse part- I was so excited to role-play with BumbleBear, SoverignWhisper, RosePetal, ect. But I just dont.. dont really feel connected to warriors as much as I had before. (The minecraft brainrot really got me Sadge) I still love them lots- but.. idk - Bumble being my innocent child- she just feels plain though. Nothing.. she just feels like a background charrie with not a lot of good plot. Shes a sweet, gentle, motherly and a bit sensitive cat. I could go somewhere with that.. I just dont necessarily know /how/. Theres already so many things going on in TFCRP I just dunno how to insert myself and also not over-do it with so much plot and such- because I also cant be on scratch 24/7 like I used to. I just dont know :'l - SoverignWhisper and Rosepetal are characters I wanna role-play with more- I just need to balance them out. I work with Bumble a lot more than these 2 but they have potential. SoverignWhisper is a sleepy idiot who would rather sleep and play than actually do proper warrior things. He knows when he needs to be serious though... sometimes. Rosepetal is a actual mum and shes a feisty young warrior who wants to be the best she can be. I.. I just dont know. - Warriors... im just not as connected as I used to be ig - I dont think it helps that my minecraft liking is greater than it has ever been in my life- im putting so much time into watching cc's content and the community and such that eveything else just.. isn't as interesting to me anymore. - Another is that I also have friends for the first time in like 3 years. actual friends not fake ones jn4rhnrnjwrj - Im going to try though. Im gonna try and work out how i'll role-play. I wanna be part of the community its just ive been busy and distracted :sobbing: All in all though. I apologize. If im role-playing with you I apologize for my absence. I swear im not ignoring you I just keep sitting there for 20 minutes wondering what to type or getting distracted..; With that out of the way- I hope you all had wonderful holidays- or if you dont celebrate just a great month in general. Thanks again- stay safe and remember to eat and stay hydrated! <33 - Bee --- ➳
