I am aware that I have not posted, or have been regularly posting, in a while. This month, I have been trying to fix this. This is a project dedicated to explaining what the new year will mean for my account, and what changes will come. _________ I : Regarding the R.F.M.I. The R.F.M.I. is my original series that I have been working on for a while. I am going to be putting it on a hiatus. This includes the roleplay. However, if you would still like to roleplay in it, go ahead if you have already been accepted by me. I am not going to be accepting any other applications before I make a new, more organized studio, and I get more people to help me with accepting the applications. I will try my best to get the R.F.M.I. DMC posted as I promised. I'll continue to work on the server, but I can't give you a date as to when it will be made public. _________ II : About posting + art I know I have not posted in a while. Trust me, I'm drawing. The reason I don't post as often mostly has to do with my painfully strict time limit. It's weird, and glitchy, and just restricts my creativity. I can't do anything about it. Posting something usually takes about an hour(with the desc, the coding, making the thumbnail, etc.) and my time limit is 2 hours. That's pretty hard to manage, especially with school. I'm in middle school now. There's a lot of pressure on me. This does not mean I am in any way abandoning my account. I love Scratch, I love the people on here, and I love my account. I just don't know what to do with my time limit. _________ III : Other stuff For the past few months, I have faced bullying(?) at my school. I don't know if it's bullying, but I have had really mean things said to me, and often. Sometimes, when I go home, I don't want to draw. Hearing bad things all the time(not about my art, btw) stops my creative drive. I just want to play video games to distract from my pain, and that's another reason why I've stopped posting as often. _________ IV : Closing So, yeah. This is the closing. I'll definitely try to post more and develop better habits, like not getting so obsessed with video games and other stuff to the point where I don't draw and I don't post. Scratch was honestly really good for my mental health, and it put me in a really happy state because of the amazing people on here. I want that again. I miss you guys a lot.
