Bob killed Kevin- in front of me- HH- I’m- sad like very sad- ok bye- -sobbing could be heard while he left- “There's some kind of ..burning inside me? It's kept me from falling apart.- And I'm sure that you've seen what it's done — to my heart— But it's kept me from falling apart- Now here I lay, as I wonder about you— Would you just tell me what I'm meant to do?”