okok so. i have two tests on wednesday. big project in english. band teacher is stressing me out. also i just got back into the country after a week of vacation where i missed... a lot of school. pretty much everything is on hiatus until further notice. i'll still be active on shiver and rps and stuff but don't expect a ton of activity. asdgjhs it's like a tidal wave and it just keeps going up. i can't breathe anymore. sometimes i can't see the way to the next day. everything is horrible and i can't breathe. why is it like this? why can't i catch a break? why am i like this? i should stop complaining. it's my fault anyway. i should stop whining. it's all for attention anyway
