(Vent warning lol) I’m mad because I’m jealous of how anyone can experience attraction that’s not platonic LITTERALLY SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE ACTUAL CRUSHES SOME HAVE HAD THEM SINCE GRADE TWO I wondered what was wrong with me for so long until I discovered the lgbtq+ community. But for too long I never actually accepted how I really felt at all. I pretended even the slightest platonic attraction was a crush and wouldn’t accept that I just didn’t really feel gender in any way. When I finnally figured out who I was I was so happy but it didn’t last long Everyone’s talking about crushes and nobody seems to know what experiencing platonic attraction feels like Everything is gendered and everyone is stereotyping And everyone thinks I’m a girl still (irl ) And I can’t relate to so many things I’m missing out on everything. In any lgbtq+ hangout everyone is talking about their non hetero crushes and I can’t stand it anymore tbh..
