half song half vent thing :: Since when were you like this? Since when did you not care? I thought I knew you, could've sworn I did. And then, one day, you changed. Once upon a time you had stars sparkling in your eyes. Once, you were happy, or maybe you faked that too- Why did I ever even love you? I thought you cared. Or were you just a good liar? Since when? Since when? Why did you do this to me? Why did you do this to yourself? Why did you let life break you? The old you never would've been broken. Since when would you give up on me? Since when? When did you give up on yourself? Why? What happened to you? Since when were you so apathetic, so angry, so broken? And why, why did you lie? I thought I knew you. And I did. Once. [end] I'm sorry, Lapis. I cared-I care about you. But you don't care about me or yourself. but that can change. please, don't be this way. life is precious on the planet earth, and that means you. i can't stand to see you being hurt. what do I do? I don't want this fate for you. please.
