CW: Romantic Abuse, De@th by pewpew. OK OK TWO THINGS Remember December when I was Lifted out of the abyss? It Left A scar. A mental One. I Actually have PTSD. I recently had My biggest Attack, when Somebody Patted my head. I flashed back To A nightmare where someone (I Couldn't see who) patted my head before making me watch my Sans Shot In front of me. NOT SOMETHING I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT, NO QUESTIONS PLEASE!! Second [Most important] thing: The lucky few of you know that I'm taken. Romantically, I mean. Lately, People Have been starting To Flock to me In hopes to... Well, Date me. Weird already, huh? One of My Friends Had a Friend Who had an Incredibly Big crush on me. I rejected him once. A week later, He came back. I rejected him again. He does it One more time, And this time with backup. My friend Threatened me into Saying yes. He also Threatened Me to break up With my current Dude. I can lie to my friend to protect us, But I hate to. I need some help. I Know I can't tell the teachers Though, That would make me not only a snitch: But a pariah. Besides, They wouldn't do anything about it. They never do. Help! what Should I do!? 'jsuk The 'Friend' I've known Since 2nd Grade. I just met the Guy he Set me up with. Yes, I wrote HE. HE is a BOY. most of my friends Are boys. art: me. Oc: Aishite (Vent oc) music: Vibrant eyes - CG5
And, in the end, My best friend Turns on me. Just, flat out refuses to help me. Apparently Asking for help is 'Toxic.' I've done so much for you. I supported you. I listened to you. I tried to stop You from Hurting yourself or others in ways other than physical. I've Offered Up all I can. I Changed myself for you. And in the end.... We were all a lie. If you hate me Because I've tried to be the best I can for you, I understand. I want you to know That I Still love you [Platonically] I'll forgive you. I Believe in you. You can Be better for yourself, I will try to help you. Please, Please Take this chance.
