Lately ive been feeling really depressed… ive been fighting with my parents a lot, and my dad says a lot of mean things when we fight… its not been helping with my mental health… It was way worse in December but it still not good. i haven’t been very active here because ive been thinking a lot, and trying to convince myself to not un-exist. I think im at a point though, that i can continue making poetry and doodling and not feel super depressed and wanting to un-exist.