So recently I decided to move accounts because of the negative emotions that I had surrounding this account and I wanted to talk a little more in depth about one of the main reasons I am completely restarting everything on scratch. ((And I just needed to vent at 1am)) So one of the biggest reasons I am moving accounts and restarting scratch is WoDV. I really think WoDV is a lovely roleplay and it had and still has so much potential but... I feel like I just joined a month too late. A month before I joined was what I liked to call the height of season two. The comunity seemed so close knit and fun at the time. So of course I joined. But gradually over time those comunities just... fell apart. As more and more inexperienced people joined, the more the communities fell apart. I also saw so many people leaving scratch due to this and other things in the roleplay community and it just- It just made me so scared to interact with anyone. I was afraid that if I made any friends they'd eventually leave, and that if I roleplayed I'd just be seen as one of the new inexperienced roleplayers and wouldn't fit in any where. I did make some friends through WoDV but the issues continued to grow. As a saw more and more people become upset I felt worse and worse. One thing I h8 about myself is that if someone is feeling sad / upset / angry or anything inbetween I will feel it too. All these negative emotions really effected me and made be not want to touch WoDV with a 10 foot pole, but I kept coming back as I felt obligated to roleplay with my friends. These people were so nice and just absolutely amazing but WoDV was just giving me way too much second hand (and partially first hand) negativity. So I made my decision to move account and never interact with WoDV again.
This project is in no way meant to offend anyone. WoDV is a wonderful roleplay and the concept is great. Its just the community that is failing. I truely don't want to offend anyone, these are just my opinions that I needed to get out.
