read it or dont. it doesnt matter
my stepdad thinks that all of my opinions are disrespecting him. everything i do has to be perfect and to his high standards. my mom just told me to shovel the snow in the sidewalk and i told my mom i didn't want to bc my stepdad will just yell at me bc i didnt do it good enough and he just yelled at me bc i was "disrespecting him." if he's talking to me i have to respond to him, but if i say even just "ok" im backtalking. its so annoying i cant take it anymore. i try to talk to my stepsister about it but all she says is that i have to be nice to him or just let it go bc he "takes care of me" but he just makes me feel bad. when my baby brother is crying my stepdad will yell and scream just making everything worse. he acts like a 6 month old baby will stop crying bc he tells the baby to stop crying. i'm tired of all the yelling and constantly feeling like crap. i dont really eat a whole lot and when i dont eat he will try to force me. but i like sweet stuff, and he'll make comments about it that make me feel fat and want to stop eating. My whole life is Melenie Martinez's Crybaby album. every song i can relate to in some way.
