I don’t know why I'm making this because I don't know what i want. I just wanted to let you all know that I’ve been feeling off recently, like I'm numb but also not. Mostly it’s from things that are happening irl, but i feel like i don't matter or something. Im not sure why. It’s like everybody is taking everything. From me till I'm left empty and can’t deal with it anymore.i feel like I'm reassuring everyone but I can’t tell myself those things, idk. Idk what i want to get from this because what is there to get. I might not be as active as normal, and if i am i may not act the same, but know that i love you all and am working to get better, even though I'm not quite sure how. —Lynn <3 Ps- i might make an alt and be on there mostly but check here occasionally, just to get away from everything. I wont share the alt so that i don't get overwhelmed there. Idk.