I know, I'm not a very good artist... I'm more scared than sad, to be honest. I care too much about what others think of me. It's not very easy as it sounds to leave that mindset- caring too much about what other people say just kind of sticks with you. Even the little things hurt and can send me into a tear waterspout at the end of the day. Even just the little laughter behind my back or the "why are you like this?" I have talked to my dad about this, he says he sorta feels the same sometimes. And so does my partner. I'm just glad I have a good family. I talk way too much when I'm upset... I feel like a burden sometimes when I talk about my feelings too much.
