Kind of a depressing (?) song I guess?? Not quite sure but this is made by a rapper called NF. Most of his songs are dedicated to venting his trauma and feelings of depression. This is one of many that I have absolutely fallen in love with. Personally I don't like rap that much... except for this guy. He's also the guy who wrote Let You Down.
Why am I posting this you ask? Because I just can't stop myself from being an empathetic therapist for two seconds. His YouTube channel is NFrealmusic if you wanna check out more.