⚠️ CW / TW ⚠️ Flashing lights ╰┈➤ ❝ Tell me all the ways to stay away❞ Wow. Mental health is supper funny, am I right? I don’t even know what’s wrong with me this time. I mean, I feel absolutely crappy about my art. I find all of these other people who I used to know, with artstyles way more advanced then mine. I don’t know why I can’t find a place where I’m actually happy with the way my art looks. It’s annoying and it just leaves me with no motivation. I just really can’t improve. Also my mailbox isn’t helping either. This is like the third day in a row when I haven’t gotten any mail. Of course I won’t say anything because I hate being an attention seeker, and want to avoid doing so at all costs, but here I am, being a hypocrite, drawing attention to little ol’ me, stuck in an endless loop. I guess this is goodbye for now. I really don’t feel like going into detail because I don’t want to make it seem like I want you all to pity me, and try to show empathy towards me, because that’s not what I want. If I’m gone long enough that Lilacsun is killed off due to inactivity, so be it. I will give her a proper send off once I feel better. I love you guys /platonic -Bella If anyone even sees this I will be greatly surprised. on a completely random note, my dog just jump scared me so bad I felt my soul exit my being
