Ive lost so many friends in my life. Been used so many times. Bullied through my whole school life. My family doesnt understand me. My brothers pay no attention to me. School is hard and stressing.I have anxiety attacks often. I dont see hope anymore. I dont see light but darkness. I dont see joy but sadness.I dont see friendship but betrayal. Were am I supposed to go? What is the cause of my life? Im a failure in life. An a error who wasnt supposed to come to life. Give me some hope please. Or else I want to Rest in Peace forever.