I have no plans for what I'm going to do All I know is that I can't let her out Out of the prison in my mind I can't let her out Or else I'll be ruined I can't let her in my mind Or I'll be gone for good I can't let her out yet I'll act like everything's fine I can't let her out yet I can pretend she doesn't exist I can pretend I didn't scream in anger At a couple of pixels Pretend I didn't want to cry Pretend she doesn't exist I can't let her out yet Or I won't have the chance to change I'll pretend that I didn't cry my eyes out In the middle of the night Only May will do that She's not me...right? I'll pretend that I never begged Over and over again To bring him back to me, tell me what happened I'll pretend that I never Curled up in a ball At ten forty at night After all, May would do that She's not me...right?
