I really hope the person doesn't see this but I just think everything is my fault I mean I was the one who left for like 5-6 days and kinda ghosted them for a bit but then again it wasn't by choice I didn't want to and he understands, but we aren't the same anymore, like things aren't the same and yk we just seem kinda dry now. Im scared he might replace me with someone better, but he says he loves me, I now have a bit of a hard time believing it. I feel like i'm being over dramatic but I don't want to waste my time on someone who doesn't love me. I did so much just to speak to him again, and I dont want all that hard work to go down the drain. I love him with all my heart but I can't say that he feels the same for me anymore.
