I said I’d stop posting projects after the last one but it’s just too hard. I promised music projects and art and I provided. Here this is sort of an oddball project. This is the best I could do right now, I redrew this artwork from my art journal during school time. I wish I could take art classes but my school’s classes in particular are lazy and we only copy other peoples famous paintings… Diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder when I was 5 and have discovered hyper-fixations, and I get fixated on to so much it inspires me and my art. With my anxiety I have thoughts of what people think of me, am I too loud or too talkative?? I especially think of my art and especially, when it comes to the state of the internet I have fears of certain criticisms that put me as “weird” or “creepy” because of some of my practices. I show art to kids my age, and they’re like, “Oh, that girl is hot and sexy”, because of my art style, and my characters tend to be…. curvy. Adults say they it’s just pretty, and that’s it. I am just not comfortable about showing my art most of the time. This is just the way I am.
The character in the artwork is Claude, my online persona. All credits to Claude belong to me, Scarlet Sandoval; (@ScarletPlaysScratch, @Cloudys_Official, @BingesAnime99) The song is 4:00 AM from the artist Taeko Ohnuki (Sorry if horrible pronunciation T^T) It’s a banger, especially from the 1970’s, you should check it out, if you want to, I’m not forcing you.